Adolphie!

with a sad heart i say goodbye to you and wave,
kicking shadows in the street for every mistake ive made...
just make a smile come back and shine like it used to be
and then a whisper "how could you do this to me?"

hate me for all the things i didnt do for you,
hate me so you can finally see whats good for you...

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i hope you will be happy...

and even then, i hope i will be there to share that happiness in your life...

i got a hole in my heart, maybe a few, now somewhat one just rocketed through, bigger...

my family might have done the right thing for me, but who really knows what is right and wrong in life anymore?

im still sitting in this room alone, leaning against the wall, typing...

it was dark, i was desperate to reach out for some warmth...

but even if im warm, my heart is hollow...