i literally crashed into my house today. after which i threw on my running sneakers and sprinted to the east coast.

alot of things going thru my mind...

1. i wanted to head down to freaking JB to slap the friend i wanted since i was a girl to be my maid of honour. because she was going to be baptized today. i know it sounds awful. but trust me, she deserves it.

2. i have not been living in my own home very much for the past few mths because people at home wont even look at me. let alone talk to me.

3. commitments and sacrifices.

4. i just finished watching the 40 year old virgin and its pretty good.

5. there's glass on my floor. and it's sticky. i think it's the snapple bottle i smashed.

6. everything went wrong today.

7. i ran all the way and realize i couldnt run back. so i laid down on the bus stop near east coast and listened to eminem telling me that he's "not afraid".

8. loss. lost. lose.

9. i need a tattoo, a new piercing, a new haircut, a new life? sorry, i probably just need a job.

10. forget about relationships. im gna forget about humans. because there is nothing humane about them leaving you one by one.

11. it was nice to hear that from him today and the little catch up we had. i love that fella. no matter what. tho of cos im afraid of the real world now... damnid.

basically i wanted to stop at 10 but ya... here's just 11 little things im tnking about. or have done. or need to do. whatever.